August 2009
8 posts
I’m tired of Virginia, everything is the same & shit’s getting really OLD & BORING. So many people worry about other people instead of just themselves. I wanna move, like RIGHT NOW. I wouldn’t even tell anybody except a few including *bests, seastars, & real CLOSE/GOOD friends. Everyone else, I don’t even give a fuck. They probably won’t even care either...
I’m fed up with people that try to crush me so I’ll be all upset & what not, but the thing is, I don’t show that i’m upset cos that just shows weakness & that’s not me. I like to let people think that it doesn’t bother me, even though sometimes it does. I like to let people think that I’m absolutely happy with my life right now, but it’s not...
Why do i think of you, LAME.
I'm waiting
for you to get online, so we can Tokbox. BLAH, you said practice ended at 2 .. so how come you’r not on! Haha just kidding. You’re probably taking a nap, but bBOOOO O! I wanna tokbox wit you right now cos I’m about to leave soon wit my sister & see my nephew & then my nephew’s cousinssss. then MAYBE go to my ex’s house cos my sister is his brother’s...
I know it doesn’t matter anymore cos it’s the past, but I’ve just been thinking, maybe a bit too much but that’s why I have this blog to use for. Maybe everything just happened too fast? We only got to know each other for a month, then already we got together once the school year started, 3 & a half months later we broke up & hated eachother? How we wasted those...
To be continued
I don’t know why but every now & then, I do think about you. I think about a lot of things about us or maybe just you. Most of the times I just don’t understand you & then I’ve come to the point where I don’t even believe anything you say anymore. What happened to the guy I fell in like with, deeply.
You gave me butterflies I never had, yet they flew away & you...
random as can be.
jorenedelacruz:
I’m really bored & I feel like typing about random stuff. I’m pretty sure most of you tumblrs won’t even read this, so that’s why I don’t really care what I say right now, haha.
So I just got finished watching a video on YouTube of Ne-yo’s Music Video ‘Mad’. Man, it really made me tear up! Makes me wanna take back everything I said to anybody that made them think I hurt...
I haven’t felt like this in a while. It’s weird though cos he’s the last person I ever though I’d start having feelings for. It’s weird cos last year, AUGUST was when I started talking to somebody too, then eventually we got together.. then broke up the following year. Hopefully that won’t happen again with this guy, if anything happens. I don’t know,...