I haven’t felt like this in a while. It’s weird though cos he’s the last person I ever though I’d start having feelings for. It’s weird cos last year, AUGUST was when I started talking to somebody too, then eventually we got together.. then broke up the following year. Hopefully that won’t happen again with this guy, if anything happens. I don’t know, I’ma take this real slow though cos I’m not even sure if I’m just saying all this just cos I want a boyfriend. But I love love his personality & the things he does. He makes me laugh & I can tell him about everything, like every fuckin’ thing. You name it! Even porn, yes even porn NIGGA. hahahhahaahah. But nothing nasty foreal. He’s been playing football since he was 5, also been beatin’ up by his own father :( & his mama doesn’t even do anything about it, what the hell! I feel bad for him. It’s weird cos for once he’s not black.. well he IS part black but that’s not my point. I never pointed out anything like if he has a big dick, but i mean i don’t mind his dick size 7 & a half? that’s FINE for me, HAHHA but it’s like not i’m trying to do anything with him, i’m JUST saying! LOL. Whenever he IMS me on aim, i smile outtta nowhere. I don’t know, something about him makes me attracted to him in a way. At first, I thought he was chubby though, no lie! But then he put that picture up of him wit his muscle, that’s attractive to me cos I have weakness if guys with a great body<3 Then YOU leigh, told me he wasn’t fat at all, it was hard for me to believe that cos of the other pictures on his page, wearn’ big clothes haha. MAN, on his tumblr it said, “I promise.. you’re all I want” i wonder who he’s talking about -_-.