I’m tired of Virginia, everything is the same & shit’s getting really OLD & BORING. So many people worry about other people instead of just themselves. I wanna move, like RIGHT NOW. I wouldn’t even tell anybody except a few including *bests, seastars, & real CLOSE/GOOD friends. Everyone else, I don’t even give a fuck. They probably won’t even care either & if they do & they notice me GONE, the fuck you gonna do about it? You never showed me any feelings like you DID care anyways, so fuck it. I know everyone says that they wanna ‘move to california’, but HAY me fucking too. WHY? Schools are outside, more GOOD LOOKING filipinos, there are dance groups that are way better but i doubt i’ll try out cos I’m shy wit that :( but STILL. Great lookin’ houses, BEACH, did i mention sexy ass filipinos?! There are NONE of that here in VB. Maybe thas why I’m always fallin’ for niggas, cos thas ALL we have here. PLUS they ARE goodlookin’, but I want someone of MY kind for once cos there’s just that *connection*. I just wanna STARTOVER !